Friday, July 18, 2014

The FEar of being a "FE"male...

I feel dizzy and insecure looking at the news channels in today's time.. reading the newspaper sends chills down my spine as its full of the atrocities that this most unworthy creation of god called HUMAN is committing...

A 6 year old getting raped in a posh Bangalore School....Another minor raped somewhere by
a driver who picks her from daycare....another incident of a minor raped in a toilet of a school....and many more to add to this list of insane acts are heart wrenching..

School, a place where parents send their children with the hope of a better future, and today their PRESENT is in question with such incidents where their own guardians are turning beasts. Not only schools, even minor girls/babies molested by neighbors, known/unknown people..
With the incidents happening today, who knows in which guise this breed may come..it might
be a teacher, a doctor, a police, a security guard, a postman, a milkman, a known relative, a stranger you encounter on the road...or your very own people.. There is always an inherent fear of getting exploited as a woman.

Today we are in such an environment, surrounded by people who are in a desperation for food, money and now even for their biological needs. Their desperation has made them so blind that it has become a second nature to inflict pain on the same race to which they belong. Its indigestible for me that this specific breed with predominant inhumane qualities do not spare even the tiny tots for their sadistic pleasure..
Hearing these stories of the innocent children who are still opening their eyes to see the world, getting sexually assaulted, molested, raped.. makes me feel so helpless, an unbearable pain and brings a lump in the throat, and I feel completely breathless...
What we feel with this virtual pain is nothing when compared to the unimaginable horror and pain the child/victim goes through during and after the ordeal. And the silent sharp endless torment that the victim's parent suffers for the rest of their lives...

There are so many incidents happening around but alas, no one to control, repair and even prevent the future damages.. Are we and our children really safe to step out of our house...Am really bothered as a woman, and more as a mother of a girl child.

To tell you the fact, there was a mixed feeling in me, when I delivered a baby girl. There was a huge sense fear and disappointment, though I was happy with her birth. Why???Only because
of the same helpless feeling which I always feel being a woman, she has to not only struggle through the mental challenges her entire life but, she has to protect herself from this set of human
breed who can stoop to any level to harm her dignity in every step of her life.

How much ever we try to convince ourselves of being strong and daring to face this society
filled with these filthy rodents, there is always a fear and insecurity lurking inside ,to
let our child venture into this cruel world.

The land we are proud of, the holy land where female is worshipped in forms of god, its an
utter shame that the hands that remain clasped to pray in front of the goddess, later engages in such heinous acts..

And as if these acts are not enough for a human to deal with, it is a pity that the meaningless law in our society debates to decide the punishment for these criminals based on their age and the intensity of their crime, rather than directly hanging them to death. I say, rather there should be a debate as to how to make the criminal's journey to death more painful and torturous..
I feel the sinners should be punished as per the Garuda Purana, not after death but when alive(Garuda Purana is an ancient Purana or Hindu scripture said to emphasize the list of punishments in Naraka(hell) after death, for the wrong doings done while alive).

Coming to the reality, how are we going to really protect our daughters from all this...???remains unanswered for me..:-(

I just wish there was an invisible cloak with all the woman so that she could vanish in times of need from the prying eyes and filthy intentions of the wolves lurking everywhere in this world....
Only a miracle from the nature can help us all to be in peace...be it a voluminous earthquake or something smart from the ultimate power called GOD there to end this world..
Maybe he should just kill this process called earth among the endless list of processes he is running in his system...is it pkill -9..??all these negativity has somehow shrouded my memory...

Hope I could just send my child back into my womb,which I feel is the only secure place for her on this earth..and carry her safely for the rest of my life...amen...